My low moods
were still getting me down, however I was trying my best not to burst into
tears.
My Mam asked
me when I was next at the doctors.
“I go on
Wednesday”, I replied.
“Is she going
to change your tablets”, she asked.
“I’m not
sure”, I said, my voice changing pitch as I was trying to stop myself from
crying.
“What’s the
matter”, she enquired.
“It’s my
moods”, I said, tears now streaming down my cheeks, “I’m feeling so low at the
moment”.
My Mam looked
at me then snapped, “cheer up, will you !!”.
Thanks Mam….
Later that
afternoon when we were chatting away about something my Mam said, “I don't know
how to say this as you'll just start crying again...”
Great one for
compassion is my Mam. I never did get to know what it was that would have made
me cry again......
Oh yeah, my mum would just say "what you crying for?" or that cheer up thing. Old school isn't always good.
ReplyDeleteHope things get better, Marie x